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[Saturday March 25th 2006
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dont read this if i cant read yours , you dont need to know anything that i do.
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| Finally |
[Saturday March 25th 2006
@ 12:25 am] |
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Okay so I think i have finally found a girl that i like , and she likes me too and im really happy .
ive been searching for ever.
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| Hey Guess What |
[Monday March 13th 2006
@ 11:01 pm] |
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There is more to me than Drugs. You dont know anything about me. What you think you know is probably wrong. And people should take more time to get to know me a little bit before disregarding me as some kind of lost dog that has strayed from the pound. Talk To Me. Somebody.
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[Tuesday March 7th 2006
@ 9:26 pm] |
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Everybody needs to stop making contact with me. In any way. Im not talking to anybody anymore on AIM unless its important. nobody reads this, nobody cares. and you cant hurt my feelings MARYBETH remember, stop trying it doesnt work . pity pity pity.
You are a bitch.
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[Sunday March 5th 2006
@ 10:30 pm] |
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not you marybeth.
I want a girl. i need a girl. i haveone in mind but she hates me and will always hate me . i ruined my chance with thatone. so if you are a girl and you are lonely . IM me and see what im like because most everyone that thinks anything of me at all thinks wrong of me. and if you dont IM me haha oh well. whatmeagodo.
other than that chinese food restaraunts are fucking scary in certain conditions. and getting drunk is fun. thats my weekend.
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[Wednesday February 22nd 2006
@ 11:07 pm] |
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Anybody wanna makeout? whatmeagodo
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| Help me |
[Monday February 20th 2006
@ 2:46 pm] |
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I need a Girl. Help me . Comment
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| Said the man |
[Sunday February 19th 2006
@ 4:31 pm] |
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who feel him a fool
for he be the wiseman
for the man
who don’t think he’s a fool he
control his destiny
but he’s too cool for himself
for himself
for himself
all i need
is something to keep me movin’ on
in a world
where violence reigns
and everybody seems so strange to me
said the man
who feel him a fool
for he be the wise man
for the man
who dont feel him a fool he
control his destiny
yeah he’s too cool for himself
for himself
for himself
oh
this weapon of destruction
swallows peoples suffering
and no confusion
you aint winnin’ if your losin’
we don’t need
said the man
who feel him a fool he
for he be the wiseman
for the man
who don’t think he’s a fool he
control his destiny
but he’s too cool for himself
for himself
for himself
oh
Hmm lets see, its Sunday February 19 2006 of course George W Bush is president there is a war in Iraq
So like i woke up at 1230 and my parents were gone i was informed they would be gone at a party in glen burnie all day im stuck here by myself im bored im tired im lonely i dying and the music is blaring I think i might have found a girl, i think i might like her, and i think i will fuck it up like i always do , i might as well give it a shot though . who knows it might work i know nothing yet there is nothing yet i just started talking to her again today i hope i can hang out with her i just talked to her and shes calling me back . I dont think anybody reads this at all. nobody comments except for marybeth. i dont particularly think that anybody really cares . oh well. some day.
"He who makes a beast of himself, gets rid of the pain of being a man"
Dr. Johnson
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| Yes I am updating |
[Tuesday February 14th 2006
@ 10:13 pm] |
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Feb 6 2006 Ah speed, a long snort of what most would see as some off the wall medication for hyperactive kids and teenagers that can’t stay focused long enough to read a goddamn book. To the addict speed is the root cause for all the lonely, depraved, and self loathing insomniacs this country has wandering around in the late hours of the night in some drug induced stupor.
Strange thoughts of paranoia on this cool winter night. What is this country coming to when kids from a small town in Pennsylvania are doing lines in the middle of the night just to stay awake long enough to smoke another fucking cigarette? That small town is Hanover, the town in which I live. While Bush is flushing our economy down the fucking shitter, small towns like mine are being flooded with big city drugs. Heroin is taking over what used to be a black market consisting of good herbs, strong hallucinogens, and cheap liquor. Not to mention the goddamn cocaine. I can’t even count the amount of cocaine busts Hanover has seen in the past year.
This small town is growing rapidly. More developments means more people. Bigger schools, more restaurants, less jobs. These fuckers moving here to get away from inner city crime are bringing the crime here. The police forces are combining and growing at amazing rates and still the crime rate rises. I don’t know how long this town can maintain. Will it just burn down one day, rioters crowding all the streets, store fronts being destroyed and looted? Or will we all just keep living this dull life amidst this brewing chaos. How long until people are getting shot down in their backyards for eyeballing some Negro gang banger looking to score some smack? Will we all just move to some other small town 30 miles down the road and let this shithole destroy itself and burn into some crime ridden ghetto in southern PA?
This is absurd! What is our government thinking? They are over in some 3rd world country defending the freedom that they don’t even want while our own country eats itself alive.
Looking back on the 60s, drug crazed “revolutionaries” running around barefoot without a care in the world except to do their drugs and end the war in Vietnam. Peace. That is what they wanted. Those free loving hippies shaped what this country is today. Bringing on drastic changes in this charade we call a democracy.
Who knows what the future has in store for us. All there is to do now is get your hands on some nice strong speed and sit up all through the night chain-smoking, thinking strange ideas about the future of this great country. America, home of the brace, land of the free.
Feb 8 2006 “I think, therefore I am” You might say that we all just coexist in this fucked up poverty filled political wasteland. But do we really exist? Is it possible to not think? To not exist? Is this real? Or is it all a dream. Are we all just hiding from reality? From non-existence? Sure, the world goes round, days go by, and as night falls and the moon and stars align the real truth comes out. A dream within a dream. What is the meaning on this nonsense? Why does nobody remember early childhood? Is that the only time when we were really here? Our minds wiped clean of the memories. We will never know the real meaning, the answer to this lifelong quest. Life is just a blur. Everybody lives, everybody dies. You choose your path, your niche. Life is an hour glass. Sands falling, ticking away in the back or our minds. Where is the line between life and death? Is there one? When you die what happens? Is your life just preparation for something greater? Afterlife. Is this the actual reality? Life, a dream, only interrupted by reality in your sleep. Does this even make any sense? Am I just rambling? Thoughts and ideas expressed on paper. The true questions are never answered. Is there such a thing as a real dream? What is the meaning of life? You only live once. Is this a lie? Is it possible to not think?
If you couldnt tell I wrote those. And if you couldnt tell, I do too many drugs. I am destroying myself. and i think i am dying inside. The obvious solution to this would be to find a girlfriend, and to keep doing drugs. But oh no i cannot seem to find a girl who is not so affected by word of mouth as to think that i am not dirty, that i am not an asshole, that i am worth talking to. and if i am not than i will not be talked to. I have dealt with it for so long , why not deal with it for longer. If a girl cant see through that outer layer , or that stupid rumor that i dont take showers, the girl shouldnt talk to me in the first place. Yes i do look dirty i do take showers and i do wear clean clothes and i am very nice sometimes if i like you or if your not a douchebag the reasoning behind this entry would therefore be ... I Am An Idiot. do you like my writings...? Today is Valentines Day....still pursuing this Lonesome Journey.
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[Sunday January 15th 2006
@ 11:27 pm] |
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So like i took these pictures a couple weeks back and then i lost my memory card . the pictures of me were taken less than 1 minute after the objects in the other pictures were consumed...if you cant tell.
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| Yes im talented |
[Monday January 2nd 2006
@ 7:19 pm] |
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Crosby,Stills,Nash,and Young-Ohio |
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So I am upholstering shit for the interior of my truck. This is the first piece done.. it goes under the back window in the cab. I thinkim adding more buttons in the middle
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| I gave my guinea pig a piece of celery. |
[Tuesday November 29th 2005
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California Dreamin-its stuck in my head |
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So like catnip grows wild for those who live in town and dont realize that. A lot of retards pay for it at pet stores for reasons that i have yet to discover. But anyway before it got cold out the catnip that is growing in my yard spread a lot {its in the mint family and thus spreads like a weed} and now its getting frost on it and dying off . So me not wanting to waste all of that precious catnip that people spend money on and that also happens to grow wild decided to pick some of it . So i take this pretty large handful of leaves and stems {about $50 worth on the Cat black market[[most people dont know that cats deal drugs and get high off catnip]] (((my one cat Rusty just got busted last week ))) and i took this large handful and i tore it all up,stuck it in the middle of a piece of fabric:previously cut to size: and sewed all around it leaving one end narrow and the other end fat. I left a small hole at the bottom of the fat end. I then proceeded to cut off the excess material. after i did that i took a piece of yarn and shoved it in the hole that i left in the bottom of the fat end. i sewed the hole shut and then hot glued little jiggly eyes on it . I got up and walked around a bit. AFter about 5 minutes of wondering around my house aimlessly i came into the room and i saw a MOUSE ON THE FLOOR . so i kicked it, later realizing that i had just made that mouse no more than 6 and a half minutes ago . {just kidding} so there is my story of how i took some catnip and some fabric and made one of those catnip mice that you can buy at say petco or any local petstore for like $3 dollars. Pretty Ingenious if you ask me. but then again i just made a real long entry about how i made a catnip mouse. but yeah anyway that wasted alot of time and now nobody can complain that i havent updated .
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[Friday November 25th 2005
@ 12:09 am] |
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WhatMeAgoDo (11:41:44 PM): Two guys meet at a bar. They have a few drinks and by the end of the night both of them are pretty plastered. they decide its time to call it a night. the one guy looks at the other and asks him if he wants to come back to his place and do some amyls. the second guy looks at the first ,confused, and asks why he would want to do that . the first guy just smiles and calmly explains that his wife has just made a batch of fudge to sell at a bake sale. the second guy realizes what is going on but plays along "do you need some help packing it?" he says with a childish grin the first guy is taken by surprise that his trick is working and gladly accepts the offer both guys go back to the first guys house. the second guy thinks he is fooling the first guy and sets his video camera where the first guy wont see it . he is planning on leaving when the first guy makes a move on him then taking the video and showing everybody at work that theyre coworker is gay. He cant wait to make a fool out of the first guy. the first guy offers him a drink . the second guy takes it and drinks it fast. He is a little drunk and still thinking about making fun of the first guy and doesnt even realize the wierd taste. moments later he is passed out on the couch and the first guy smiles . the next day when the second guy wakes up he is under the impression that he has been violated overnight he goes to work thinking nobody will know if he doesnt show them the video .he didnt even think to watch the video before making assumptions on what happened. while hes at work he wonders why everybody is laughing he thinks the first guy has told everybody how he got him up the ass very confused he goes back to work
WhatMeAgoDo (11:41:58 PM): ...
briiiiiana (11:43:29 PM): and?
Auto response from WhatMeAgoDo (11:43:29 PM): This one time i tried to cut down on smoking by only smoking light cigarettes instead of full flavor all the time ... but i just smoked twice as many ...further blackening my lungs
briiiiiana (11:47:15 PM): jesus you take forever to type haha
briiiiiana is away at 11:47:29 PM.
WhatMeAgoDo (11:47:40 PM): after work he goes to the bar to get a drink before going home yet again everybody laughs at him embarassed and confused he goes home to lay down before laying down he goes into the bathroom to take a piss as he walks by the mirror he glances at it and is shocked at what he sees across his forehead in black permanent marker are the words I SUCK DICK he is very disgusted at the thought that he might have sucked the first guys dick the night before he brushes his teeth furiously not even thinking about watching the video he goes to sleep with a horrible feeling half nauseos and completely embarassed. when he wakes up in the morning he goes outside and gets the mail on the very top is a letter adressed to him in crude handwriting he opens the letter and reads....
WhatMeAgoDo (11:49:21 PM): Did you have a nice day yesterday? You probably forgot to watch the video.
WhatMeAgoDo (11:50:22 PM): Nice practical joke huh? You almost had me . love, guy#1
PS . you probably thought i was gay didnt you
WhatMeAgoDo (11:50:36 PM): lol i have no idea what that was i just made it up
briiiiiana (11:50:46 PM): ahaha wtf??
briiiiiana (11:50:53 PM): uh. you're weirdd
briiiiiana (11:50:57 PM): just kidding
briiiiiana (11:52:31 PM): eww i hate those ads on the computer where its like a cockroach or something and its all "kill the cockroach" because its disgusting
WhatMeAgoDo (11:52:48 PM): what about
WhatMeAgoDo (11:52:59 PM): flick the spider and win a FREE IPOD
WhatMeAgoDo (11:53:10 PM): or
briiiiiana (11:53:10 PM): aahah flick the spiderrr
briiiiiana (11:53:18 PM): i suck spiders up with the vaccuum.
WhatMeAgoDo (11:53:55 PM): shoot the duck and win a FREE DVD PLAYER
WhatMeAgoDo (11:54:54 PM): its pretty bad how they think that if they make it like a game that moves and is colorful so you want to play it and then in really big letters put the word free that people will play the game and then buy a buncha stuff of the popup website
briiiiiana (11:55:09 PM): or shoot the logan in the face and win eternal happpiness
briiiiiana (11:55:11 PM): ahahah KIDDING!
WhatMeAgoDo (11:55:24 PM): wouldnt it suck
WhatMeAgoDo (11:55:37 PM): if you were kidnapped by terrorists
WhatMeAgoDo (11:56:16 PM): and to torture you they injected you with a deadly poison that takes 3 days of unbearable pain and suffering before it kills you
WhatMeAgoDo (11:56:33 PM): and then they cut your tendons in your wrists and set a loaded gun in front of you
WhatMeAgoDo (11:57:36 PM): you can either sit in this room for 3 days and deal with the horrible pains from the poison or you could shoot yourself and die instantly with no pain
WhatMeAgoDo (11:57:39 PM): but see the problem is
WhatMeAgoDo (11:58:04 PM): with your tendons cut its going to be impossible to get a grip on anything at all let alone pick up a gun and pull the trigger
WhatMeAgoDo (11:58:41 PM): so here you are stuck in a room knowing your going to die in 3 days
WhatMeAgoDo (11:59:14 PM): and you have to stare at this loaded gun sitting in front of you while your dealing with all of this pain knowing that you cant pick it up to kill yourself
WhatMeAgoDo (11:59:54 PM): wouldnt that be horrible
WhatMeAgoDo (11:59:57 PM): or
WhatMeAgoDo (12:00:52 AM): if they gauged out your eyes and put one of those dentists things in your mouth that holds your mouth really wide open and buried you in one of those huge red ant hills ya know the really really big ones and they ran a tube from your mouth to the surface
WhatMeAgoDo (12:00:55 AM): you can still breath
WhatMeAgoDo (12:01:50 AM): but these deadly ants are eating you away biting the your eye sockets and your whole body and you ahve no idea whats going on cus you cant see and its just a matter of time before the ants on the surface crawl down the tube sticking out
WhatMeAgoDo (12:02:04 AM): and when they do they bite your
WhatMeAgoDo (12:02:07 AM): throat
WhatMeAgoDo (12:02:09 AM): and tounge
WhatMeAgoDo (12:02:13 AM): and roof of your mouth
WhatMeAgoDo (12:03:43 AM): with the excrutiating pain of each bite you are also being injected with a natural poison produced by these rare giant red ants
WhatMeAgoDo (12:04:48 AM): you have to deal with being bit by these big mean ants until the very large amounts of poison that is being injected into you takes affect and gives you a heart attack
briiiiiana (12:05:11 AM): yeah. that would pretty much ruin my day
briiiiiana (12:05:23 AM): and ive come to the conclusion that this has to be your plan for someone you hate
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